Poem 5

The music keeps pounding in my ear, but the beat keeps true.
All the miscues that I told you shroud you in disbelief,
One thousand miles away are you, keeping you around.
Breakups and heartaches, final love is just something that is new.
My phone calls yours trying to find that lost conversation.
The rings and the rings don’t replace anything that is new.
Goddamn I wish you would pick up to comfort my soul.
My heartless heart wishes you would wake me into realization.
The kisses, the smiles, the truth all lie beneath your smile.
All this truth is killing me, making me die beneath the dirt.
You straddled my hips, kissing me slowly with those peachy lips,
When my finish is now…you simply make this life worthwhile.